i dream about suicide a lot. it's become more frequent and while i thought that i could be depressed, dreaming about suicide is becoming a lot to handle. i dont know who to talk to or explain this without people getting worried.
im sad, im sad every single day. i dont want to be in this situation. it weights me down. to be around this bullshit is intolerable. being in my skin is intolerable.
i'll fail at everything i'll ever do.